Tupac Shakur


In the Event of My Demise


In the event of my Demise

when my heart can beat no more

I Hope I Die

For A Principleor A

Belief that I had Lived 4

I will die Before My Time

Because I feel the shadow's Depth

so much I wanted 2 accomplish

before I reached my Death

I have come 2 grips

with the possibility

and wiped the last tear from my eyes

I Loved All who were Positive

In the event of my Demise

Langston Hughes Poetry


"Night Funeral in Harlem "

Night funeral
In Harlem:
Where did they get
Them two fine cars?
Insurance man, he did not pay--
His insurance lapsed the other day--
Yet they got a satin box
for his head to lay.
Night funeral
In Harlem:
Who was it sent
That wreath of flowers?
Them flowers came
from that poor boy's friends--
They'll want flowers, too,
When they meet their ends.
Night funeral
in Harlem:
Who preached that
Black boy to his grave?
Old preacher man
Preached that boy away--
Charged Five Dollars
His girl friend had to pay.
Night funeral
In Harlem:
When it was all over
And the lid shut on his head
and the organ had done played
and the last prayers been said
and six pallbearers
Carried him out for dead
And off down Lenox Avenue
That long black hearse done sped,
The street light
At his corner
Shined just like a tear--
That boy that they was mournin'
Was so dear, so dear
To them folks that brought the flowers,
To that girl who paid the preacher man--
It was all their tears that made
That poor boy's
Funeral grand.
Night funeral
In Harlem.


Tupac: Ghetto Gospel Lyrics

Ghetto Gospel:

If I could recollect before my hood dayz
I would sit in bliss and reminis on the good dayz.
I stop and stare at the younger, my heart goes to'em
They stressed and goin under.
We never really went through that Cause we was born
Today things change, it's a shame
They blame it on the youth cause the truth look strange
For them it;s worse, we come from a world that;s cursed
And it hurts.
Cause any day they;ll push the button.
And y;all condemned like malcom x and uncle bob
They died for nothin.
Make the people teary, the world looks dreary
But when you wipe your eyes you see it clearly.
There's no need for you to fear me.
If you take the time to hear me, maybe you can learn to cheer me.
It ain't about black or white, both doin I hope you see the light before it's ruined
My ghetto gospel

It's ok, it's ok, it's ok
My ghetto gospel
Tell me do you see that old lady she ain't sad
Living out a bag, in rags, loving the things she has
Over there see that lady, the cracks got her crazy.
And she's gonna give birth to a baby?
I shouldnt let it phase me.
We out of the projects
Jumped into another form of slavery.
And even now I get discouraged.
I wonder if its tooken all back will I still keep the courage.
I refuse to be a role model.
I keep control on the hoes and take out my old bottle.
I make mistakes, I learn from everyone.
And when its said and done, ill be called a better one.
If I strecth you dont stretch.
Never forget, god is gonna finish with me yet.
I feel his hands on my brain.
When I write ryhmes, i go blind, and let the lord do this thing. But am I any less holy, I
choose to puff a blunt and drink a beer with my homies
And then world peace, we tried and failed
Now there's war in the streets
My ghetto gospel

I remember grandmas hands use to hold me
Mold me, I never forget the things she told me
Brothas a butt, and played the big shot
But you know grannys are the only other thing lil ghetto kids got.
Mom's work, and pop's burried.
Drop me off at granny's, left without a heart cause she's worried
And ghetto grannys are like books.
We got some many crooks, so many granny's gettin shook.
And gettin trapped in a nursing home.
Times is hard, and even worse alone
And how could you be so cold,
Youll get your turn, as soon as you turn old.
All they ask of every person,
Is for a brotha to figure whats on his mind when he's cursin.
9 out of 10 youll find them problems.
Time to take listen and see what you can do to solve them. Cause every body needs a little help
On the way of relying on ones self.
And think about it, why 2pac hit you with a little ghetto gospel My ghetto gospel

I wake up stone cold gangsta main
See ya gave me ghetto gospel, i thank you main
Use to roll in the back and do drugs a lot.
Now im bangin the tracks, slangin ryhmes I got.
In this world of greed tryin to succeed on my beliefs.
Now I lay me down to sleep, lord can you hear me speak.
Can you forgive me for my sins
If I had it all to do again, id still play to win I hope the lord can understand me.
A mans gotta do what he can for his family.
And pay the price of being hellbound.
But i ratha see hell later than see hell now.
And the devil aint got nothin on the president.
Cut back and keep us trapped in our residence.
And be like animals in cages.
We can rant and rave about slavery for ages.
Or we can stop makin awful
And hitem with a lil ghetto gospel My ghetto gospel.

Hughes "Weary Blues"

Weary Blues

1 Droning a drowsy syncopated tune,
2 Rocking back and forth to a mellow croon,
3 I heard a Negro play.
4 Down on Lenox Avenue the other night
5 By the pale dull pallor of an old gas light
6 He did a lazy sway ....
7 He did a lazy sway ....
8 To the tune o' those Weary Blues.
9 With his ebony hands on each ivory key
10 He made that poor piano moan with melody.
11 O Blues!
12 Swaying to and fro on his rickety stool
13 He played that sad raggy tune like a musical fool.
14 Sweet Blues!
15 Coming from a black man's soul.
16 O Blues!
17 In a deep song voice with a melancholy tone
18 I heard that Negro sing, that old piano moan--
19 "Ain't got nobody in all this world,
20 Ain't got nobody but ma self.
21 I's gwine to quit ma frownin'
22 And put ma troubles on the shelf."
23 Thump, thump, thump, went his foot on the floor.
24 He played a few chords then he sang some more--
25 "I got the Weary Blues
26 And I can't be satisfied.
27 Got the Weary Blues
28 And can't be satisfied--
29 I ain't happy no mo'
30 And I wish that I had died."
31 And far into the night he crooned that tune.
32 The stars went out and so did the moon.
33 The singer stopped playing and went to bed
34 While the Weary Blues echoed through his head.
35 He slept like a rock or a man that's dead.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Tupac & Hughes

1. Gospel:
Gospel - often Gospel the Proclamation of the redemption preached by Jesus and the Apostles. (2) Of the Gospel Bible, one of the first four books of the New Testament. (3) Gospel Music. (4) Something accepted as unquestionably true.

The meaning of the work Gospel relates to the theme that is portrayed in the “Ghetto Gospel” poem and video because the lyrical content expresses the truth; the truth that exist in many “ghettos” across the world. The definition of Gospel is the unquestionable truth; Tupac expresses the reality that occurs in many ghettos. I live in an area of New York City in which I can relate to the reality that happens in the ghetto. Tupac is not speaking of fictitious events or exaggerating, unfortunately, the scenario that is demonstrated in the “Ghetto Gospel” video occurs in real life. I think that is was genius of him to name the poem “Ghetto Gospel” because he is speaking of the truth that occurs in the Ghetto. The unnecessary crime, drugs, disparity, drugs, homelessness, and violence that is revealed in that short video, occurs every minute in a given area of New York City.

2. Ghetto Gospel
Well I actually read the poem several times before viewing the video. I did this because every time I read the poem, and different character or scenery took place in my mind. I feel that although you are reading the poem with no imagery, the few words that are used, are key. Such words phrases like living out a bag, in rags, loving the things she has” allow you to create a character in your mind of such a woman. From just thee few words, I can draw many conclusions, like “she lived a hard life” and/or “she is probably homeless”. In poetry it is not the amount of words that is used, but the technique in arranging them. Then when I saw the Ghetto Gospel video, it was just like adding another scenario to what I had envisioned earlier. The video just retells a story adding visual characters and plots.

3. Projects
“We out the projects and jumped into another form of slavery” meant many things to me. I feel that it could have meant, although some people are fortunate to remove themselves from the actual state of living in the “ghetto”, sometimes you still cannot escape it. When you have lived under those conditions, a piece of it always remains with you. Therefore, you may always continue to mentally feel trapped into that lifestyle. I think that this phrase could have also been describing communal issues that are occurring. For instance, although one situation can be resolved, another one arises instantaneously. For example, you could have received good news from work, but the troubles of the ghetto can still bring you down.

4. Funerals
Both of the descriptions in each poem are different. In Tupac’s Demise, he is speaking of his arrival to death. He explains how he’s coping with it, what he wants to be remembered as, and what he feels. When I read this poem I felt a sense of unsuccessfulness. I find it so difficult to think that a man who had accomplished so much in his life, felt as though he’d leave the world no mark. Tupac’s poetry, music and life touched many people in different ways. I found it really creepy that he was writing poetry as though he already knew he was going to die “...I will die before my time, because I feel the shadow’s depth…”.

In Hughes’s Night Funeral, I think he was describing a funeral that would occur in a community that is experiencing poverty. Although this poem is supposed to be about death, it is distinctively demonstrating a funeral occurring in Harlem. In the past Harlem was filled with poverty and Hughe describes this. “Insurance man he did not pay-- his insurance lapsed the other day.” and “Them flowers came from that poor boy’s friends”. Hughe is describing the struggle that occurred in Harlem during his time. He is describing a very gloomy scene that portrays the people in Harlem being very poor and probably experiencing a struggle just to bury their loved ones because of financial issues. If I had to choose just one emotion to characterize each poem it would be despair. In each poem I felt a disparity and no hope for the future. Many of the scenes in the poems describe a sense of hopelessness.

5. Blues - "Weary Blues"
When I did research on the Blues, I discovered information on the origins of Blues Music. This type of music was solo songs that gave vent to the frustrations and personal troubles of the African-American. Blues music was soulful and truthful music that provided a voice for the African-American. This music was a demonstrated the feelings of disparity that the African-American was feeling during the early 20th century. When reading “Weary Blues”, by Hughes, you can feel the frustration and distress that is occurring in the life of the African-American man. This poem describes a gloomy scene and a man expressing the solitude he feels in the world. “Aint got nobody in all this world, Ain’t got nobody but ma self”. This line of poetry expresses the frustration that his man is enduring in New York City.

2 comments:

SmithsHolley said...

Hey Adriane,
I feel where you're coming from in reference to the non-exaggeration of the street life. Some people seem to think that it's all glamourous and adventurous to live in a neighborhood where what Pac was describing is an everyday thing. It all fun and games to an outsider, but the reality is that too many young brothers are getting caught up the lifestyle and are becoming victims of their underdevelopeed imagination, resulting in parents burying their children. The real war is going on in EveryHood, USA.

Samuel B. said...

I found the manner in which you broke down Ghetto Gospel lyrics very interesting; and I do agree with you on many areas. The lyrics open one eye to exactly what the people are experiencing in the ghetto. It gave such a vivid picture of the situation, the hardship, hunger, poverty, crime, etc.